long winded depressing rant who wants to read this

I recently got pulled out of boarding school in the middle of nowhere once my parents realized I was miserable and saw that I looked like some kind of starving creature you see on the animal planet. I think the part that is slightly pathetic is the fact that it wasn't being sent to boarding school that upset me it was because I feel madly in love with this guy that I met there whom I dated there for only a month and i'm now completely irrelevant to him. I don't think i'll ever feel so deeply about anyone I'm not sure why this has to happen to me but life, art thou heartless bitch. I think when I first met him I knew that I fell for him in that exact moment. I remember I was outside on my laptop listening to music and doing homework at night trying to get away from everyone at my school and he was skateboarding and he stopped and sat next to me and introduced himself. He was wearing a collared shirt, a sweater, and skinny jeans. I remember when he made eye contact with me it felt like my heart dropped into my stomach. I was listening to The Strokes and he started talking about music with me, it was really cold so I could see his breath and our conversation jumped from one topic to the next and before we knew it two hours went by. I remember we would take turns showing each other songs and we would sit there in the cold in silence listening to the song one of us picked. I remember listening to this song: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EjB2hbMYIXo and in that moment it felt a little like having a lucid dream (a dream where you are aware that you are dreaming). I remember him telling me that his favorite movie was Donnie Darko and he was appalled that I hadn't seen it. "You wait here" he said getting up abruptly and skating away. I sat and waited for him to come back, shivering with happiness in the dark. When he came back he had a DVD, another sweater, and Nutella in his arms. We went into the college counseling room behind the cafeteria to watch the movie. Wearing his sweater in the dark, eating Nutella and watching Donnie Darko with him, even though it seems so simple, so small, was the one of the happiest moments in my life. About halfway through the movie he put his arm around me and kissed me and I felt my heart drop again. I think he felt the same way about me at least at one point because of the way he looked at me he had this intense gaze that would linger after he said something idk this whole post is probably really written so the reader feels awkward and embarrassed for me because of how cheesy and cliche it sounds and how personal it is to me but it's truly the way I feel

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